More Comebacks than Gary Glitter!
First day in a while I've felt like blogging and I do so with a fair amount of paranoia on side. On the plus side I'm reading through the whole of this thing and performing the blog equivilent of some ethnic cleaning. As a result I think when it's all done it should be somewhere towards the draft bloggers code. Probably a good thing long term. Does raise a few on blog/off blog issues. Clearly in may respects I've discovered the Voltaire sanction ("I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it") is something that maybe only I live with and believe in.
Anyway, Friday was dreadful, thoroughly depressed. Saturday morning was equally bad until a trip to the No Mercy where I met B. Bought the boy a book to record spells in (well that's what he told me). Good to see B. and the few minutes conversation reassured me that all wasn't as dark as I thought. Still more than a little depressed to the extent I don't go near the news or stuff I'd usually get done. The result is that I'm behind on everything this week. Paranoia strikes big time, it's all my fault that Spurs equlised, I didn't turn the radio off in time. Sunday I was a little more cheery but not much more. Receive an email from an old friend which was incredibly welcome. Replied and it geave me some sort of outlet. Monday and I'm reminded why I do what I do for a living. A day when many of my fave readers pass through the email or library. Some good humour directed my way which is well received. Reflect on the fragility of confidence I have in myself. Suspect few people I know would realise its there unless they read this thing enough to read between the lines. Much welcome support within the crew. Increased by Tuesday. They're a good bunch but I knew that anyway. Tuesday and open forum, revealing and requires some thought around our priorities and matching them to the organsations. Gain goss from elsewhere in the place that is useful soft intelligence. See some good folk and generally do the networking thing principally with JH. FoI work comes in thick and fast. Four requests today, 2 straightforward, 2 pigs (1 involves a visit upstairs that results ina bit of a greylit hunt along the way, other means a few days need to be spent up Norf!). Invite to add some stuff to a West Midlands e-learning resource. Irony seems strong right now! Got to ask does any of this make sense now? Seems to lack a certain honesty to me.




